how to start my blog...this is what i'm thinking now..i have a lot of thing which come from my deep heart...i just want to spread it out...is it possible?after i write the blog i will feel better?damn it..what the such of rubbish i'm thinking..haha...well...could i just close my eye and no need to care everything happen around me?...i can..i guess...but i can't do this..because i care...i care everything you did it to me..i care everything about you...why i have to face this kind of problem...i always ask my friend...said that:"next time will you find a girlfriend which she love u more than you love her or you love her more than she love you?"...obviously..people will say that:"alaaaaa..sure find someone who love you more than you love her/him de ma."...last time..i was think like that too..but now..i'm changed...i will choose i love her more than she love me...just simple...because i know the feeling when you found someone who you love the more than she love you...i don't want my girlfriend will feel about this...childish thinking?haha..maybe...
Raining night..just make me even miss you...this few day i'm felt that both of us have a little bit weird...and you agree with me too...i dont know what's going on...did you hide something behind?i try to get closer to you..but everytime i step 1 step infront and you will step 1 step behind...this is what you really want?i appreciate everyting that you give...even just a smile....this is i can't get from others...you are special for me...you knew that...no matter what's going on...i just hope i can always by your side...no matter how far we will go....even just leave 1 second..i still will be here for you...
